LIVIA'S BOOKLET

 When was the last time we met anyway? Probably at the park? Small talks because I forced myself to talk to you, a little bit at least of random stories of the trees-flowers-scenery and then the ‘see you later!s’ but I knew we wouldn’t anyway And guess what? I was right, I expected some huge explosion to end it with, like a beat drop at the end because our time together was turbulent, but there was just a casual fade out So we just fell apart, not fell out, fell apart. There’s a difference. I used to be your right hand person but now I feel indifferent. I think back to the time we declared each other best friends forever and, I was thinking how much it would hurt to lose you, but now? I’m happy about how far apart we are. If I see you again, I wouldn’t jump-cry-hug you I’ll just smile and ask ‘how are you these days?’ because the past is in the past.

It’s Crucial to Know Your Man "Before accepting a proposal, scrutinize your partner. Understand his past—his ambitions, beliefs, and background. If necessary, hire an investigator. The story of Anita and her broken pieces should serve as a cautionary tale for anyone on the path to marriage." I met Leonard at the Gateway Mall exit in 2018. It was beginning to rain, and I struggled with my shopping bags. The bus stop was a bit far from the shop entrance, and there were no Ubers in sight. We exchanged numbers, and that was the beginning of our fairytale. We were madly in love. To me, he was Mr. Right—almost perfect. I found no faults in him during our courtship. He was gentle, calm, hardworking, ambitious, and mature about almost everything. A goal-getter with a sharp business acumen, he had made significant investments and had several side hustles. I felt comfortable with him and believed he was the one. About ten months into our relationship, he made his intentions clear. I th...

  It’s been ninety-nine days since I last heard your voice and I do not know what it felt like to hear my name slipping off your mouth. They say ‘time heals’ but they are lying. Time heals absolutely nothing. The pain of yesterday aches every day and you became an emotional arthritis patient. Your joints are stiff with memories that make you crippled upto such an extent that you can barely walk or feel. I am listening to the call recordings over and over again for the last two and a half hours and I have memorized all of it by heart. Now, after your voice, I pause the recording to tell it myself then skip my part and play to hear your reply. We all are indeed stupid fools in love. Only if I knew the last time we talked would be the last time I would hear your voice, then I would not have kept the call ever since. John Green once wrote “You cannot love someone as much as you miss them”, and suddenly, I felt tears cornering the edges of my eyes and then trickling dow...

What I was about to do could surely land me a lifetime jail sentence. I had lived my life the way I wanted and there was no way I could let Kambani get away with everything. “I am going to end it all today,” I said to myself as I cruised in my new X-Trail along Ginnery Corner. “Kambani will not get away with this, I swear. I will slaughter him and feed him to the G4S dogs.” I kept talking to myself. I was trembling and I had a lot of anger in me. In the course of the evil thoughts, a quote from Mother Theresa assaulted my mind: ‘If a mother can kill her own child through abortion, then who are we not to kill or harm each other?’ That day, I was not afraid to kill or harm anyone as long as it would do me good. I slammed on the accelerator to speed up as I could not wait to reach Chigumula where that magus resided. It was getting dark and the weather was so frozy with drops of rains making it all complicated and with the traffic jam trying to put spanners in my mission. “What’s wrong wit...

 Being; Brilliant Beautiful Brave  and Bonafide Yet; Burning Breaking Bleeding  and Breathing at the same time....✍🏾 #BeUBeReal #Blosh96🖌️

I am so lost In this trembling world Neither here nor there All I need is a hand to guide me Looking at you Currently so unknown to me Can we talk? You seem so lost and lonely too Both searching where to be And cursed into a life chosen to live Both locked in the dark We can be each other’s light… #Blosh96

My soul is happy It is overflowing With Joy and love Pure positive energy. My soul is happy It is flourishing Incorruptible and in strength Pure positive Courage.

My soul Is so sad I am Dying Sick of crying Tired of trying I am Smiling But inside I am Dying For my soul Is so sad