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When was the last time we met anyway?

Probably at the park? Small talks because I forced myself to talk to you,

a little bit at least of random stories of the trees-flowers-scenery

and then the ‘see you later!s’ but I knew we wouldn’t anyway

And guess what? I was right, I expected some huge explosion to end it with,

like a beat drop at the end because our time together was turbulent,

but there was just a casual fade out

So we just fell apart, not fell out, fell apart. There’s a difference.

I used to be your right hand person but now I feel indifferent.

I think back to the time we declared

each other best friends forever

and, I was thinking how much it would hurt to lose you, but now?

I’m happy about how far apart we are.

If I see you again, I wouldn’t jump-cry-hug you

I’ll just smile and ask ‘how are you these days?’

because the past is in the past.

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