ATOSSA III

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Grief really sucks
it’s like being hit
with waves and
all you can do is
keep your head
above the waters

There are days when
I talk about you often
How special you’d have been
How I had you without knowing

And there are days when
I can’t even speak your name
Days that I can’t even share the experience
Days that I know this grief is mine to bear

Inside me lives a loud scream that
comes out in moments I least expect
Grief has a way of quietening the outside
while making one scream inside

I have to remember you longer
than I got to know you
I would trade the future
for one yesterday with you.


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