LIVIA'S BOOKLET

As you weave the fragments of your heart back into place, May you breathe in grace with every step, and space To forgive the missteps, the wrong turns taken deep, And find the peace that's been waiting, the love you've kept asleep. May the weight of yesterday's shadows lift, and the light Of self-worth illuminate the paths you take tonight, May you unclench your fists from guilt's heavy chain, And let go of the whispers that said you're to blame. In the silence, may you hear the beat of your own heart, A rhythm that knows you're worthy, a brand new start, May you untangle the threads of shame and regret, And find the beauty in the lessons you've yet to forget. As you piece things back together, may your soul find rest, May the acceptance you've sought be the balm to your breast, May you rise, reborn, like the stars in the morning light, And shine with the knowledge that you are, and always will be, alright

Your words are like celestial bodies, shining bright with emotion. In the depths of my soul, sorrow's seeds were sown, And from that fertile ground, constellations have grown. A map of my heart, etched in starry light, A testament to the darkness that birthed this radiant night. I speak in whispers now, of stardust and of fire, My words, a cosmic hymn, that echoes my desire. To turn the pain I've known, into a glowing light, And illuminate the path, through the shadows of the night. In this celestial sea, I navigate and thrive, My heart, a canvas, where stars and sorrows intertwine. The darkness, it no longer weighs me down, For in its depths, I've found a light that's my own. And so, I'll continue to sow the seeds of my heart, And watch as they bloom, into a celestial work of art. For I've discovered the alchemy, that turns my pain to light, And in that transformation, I find my guiding star, my shining night.

You're not just my today,  my every tomorrow starts with your smile. Every dream I weave, your face appears, Every prayer I whisper, your name brings tears.  In a crowded room, our eyes first met, No words were spoken, yet my soul was set. A gentle breeze carried the whispers low, "That's the one my heart beats for, my forever to know." Every path I choose, you're my guiding light, Every step I take, through day and endless night. Your touch ignites a burning fire so true, Melting fears, and all I do, I do for you. With every breath, my love for you grows strong, Through life's joys and tears, our love will belong. In your eyes, my heart finds a peaceful nest, With you, my love, is where I am blessed.

“You can never see your reflection in boiling water.” These words have been ringing through my head, living rent-free in my mind, echoing the profound truth that in the midst of turmoil, we often lose sight of who we truly are. Just like boiling water, life's challenges can distort our image, making it impossible to reflect on our true selves. The ripples of adversity, the turbulence of uncertainty, and the heat of intense emotions all conspire to obscure our reflection, leaving us wondering who we are and where we're headed. In the midst of life's storms, it's easy to get caught up in the chaos, to lose ourselves in the turmoil. The waters of our soul become choppy, making it difficult to discern our own reflection. We're forced to navigate the turbulent waters, clinging to whatever stability we can find, as we struggle to stay afloat. And yet, it's precisely in these moments that we're called to find our inner strength, to tap into the depths o...

When you love someone deeply, you never get to prepare for a moment life decides to test that love in unimaginable ways. It's as if love becomes a crucible, a fire that refines and strengthens your bond, pushing you to depths you never thought possible. Love makes you strong, not just in the moments of joy and triumph, But in the darkest of times, when the only thing that keeps you going is the unwavering commitment to care for another. Love teaches you patience, the kind that seeps into your soul and becomes a part of your very being. It's the patience to understand, to empathize, and to stand by someone through the storms of life. Love teaches you devotion, a deep-seated loyalty that isn't swayed by the whims of circumstance. It's the kind of devotion that becomes your north star, guiding you through life's uncertainties. But most profoundly, love teaches you that care is not a duty, but an honor. It's the privilege of being there for someone, of hold...

  Gratitude has been the most persistent emotion I've felt throughout my journey. Even on the bad and terrible days, I've managed to hold onto it. It's a choice, a decision to focus on the good things in life, no matter how small they may seem. And it's a choice that's transformed my life in ways I never thought possible. I've learned to believe in the power of divine timing. I no longer try to rush my life, to force things to happen according to my own schedule. Instead, I've learned to trust in the natural flow of life, to trust that everything is unfolding as it should. And in that trust, I've found a sense of peace, a sense of calm. One thing I've come to realize is that you don't always need a plan. Sometimes, you just need a pause, a moment to breathe. A chance to listen to yourself, to tune in to your own needs and desires. It's okay to slow down, to take a step back and reevaluate your priorities. Giving yourself permiss...

In the silence of my suffering - I met God. It wasn't just in the spotlight. It was on the hospital bed, In the middle of the marital crisis, when the bank account hit zero, and when depression and anxiety couldn't lift; that was when I met Him. Not too loud, but real. Not flashy but faithful. He never waited till I was strong; He just showed up. All Gentle - Quiet - Present - Comforting. Not everything was fixed overnight but He gave me a deeper - kinder present; His peace - His nearness. In those moments of desperation, I realized that God's presence isn't about grand gestures or dramatic interventions. It's about His gentle whisper in the darkness, His comforting presence in the midst of pain. It's about finding solace in His nearness, even when everything else seems to be falling apart. As I reflect on those moments, I realize that God's faithfulness isn't dependent on my circumstances. He's not a God who's only present in the good ti...

  Embracing your authentic self is a journey, not a destination. It's a process of discovery, of growth, of exploration. It's about being true to who you are, and what you believe in. It's about being honest, and real. It's about being vulnerable, and open. And it's about being brave, and courageous. When you embrace your authentic self, you will find a sense of freedom. A sense of liberation. A sense of joy, and happiness. You will find that you are able to be yourself, without apology. You will find that you are able to live life on your own terms. And you will find that you are able to make a difference in the world, in your own unique way. Embracing your authentic self means letting go of the need for validation from others. It means being okay with not being perfect. It means being willing to take risks, and to try new things. It means being open to feedback, and to criticism. And it means being kind to yourself, and compassionate. When you ar...

  "Maybe you need to start counting your blessings more often, Instead of focusing on what’s missing….." Nobody talks about the seasons where you did everything right, Those seasons you prayed - fasted - obeyed, but things still got harder to fight. The kind of seasons that tested your surrender, And made you question the whereabouts of God, and wonder. But even when it feels like nothing is working, He is still moving; because God? God has been constant. He still stays - He still shows up - He still whispers peace into chaos, And in the silence, His presence is made known. In the darkness, He is the light that shines, A beacon of hope, that guides me through the night's signs. He's the whisper in the wind, the gentle breeze that soothes, A reminder that He's always with me, even when I'm lost in doubts. He's the unseen movement, the quiet strength that holds, The gentle guidance that molds, and shapes my soul. He's the still, smal...

Survival is not just about getting through; it's about thriving. It's about finding a way to heal, to grow, and to flourish. It's about discovering a strength and resilience you never knew you had. And it's about celebrating every victory, no matter how small it may seem. Every step forward is a testament to your courage and determination. Every challenge overcome is a badge of honor. And every triumph is a reminder that you are capable of more than you ever thought possible. Survival is about perseverance, about grit, and about determination. It's about finding a way to keep going, even when the road ahead seems uncertain. It's about learning to adapt, to adjust, and to overcome. And it's about discovering a sense of purpose and meaning, even in the midst of adversity. When you survive, you learn to appreciate the little things in life. You learn to cherish every moment, every breath, and every opportunity. You learn to live in the present, and ...

  I am burning sage, and my husband says it's irritating his skin. Perhaps, is he a demon? The Demon's Delight Oh, dear demon, if you're hiding within Come forth and reveal, let the sage smoke spin A web of protection, a shield of light To keep you at bay, through the dark of night But if you're just my love, with skin so fair Then come, dear husband, let's show we care For each other's quirks, and each other's soul In this dance of love, we'll make our spirit whole.