I came across a thought that struck me: “Loyalty fades when benefits vanish”— let those who wish to leave, depart. There’s no trace of fakeness in my heart. If my actions show you, I care, you’ll know exactly where you stand. Never let those who lack direction pull you into their uncertain drift. I don’t understand why some hold back their true feelings— why do words and actions clash? I’ve never been fond of unsure energy; clarity is everything.
Grief has torn open the scars of my childhood. I confront demons I never knew were there. I’ve never known what it feels like to be loved or to be happy. I struggle to connect with those who don’t speak the language of grief. The world moves too fast for the broken hearted, too slow for the lonely, creating and consuming, leaving no place to truly belong.