LIVIA'S BOOKLET

The last time I thought I was in love, it was just mere infatuation Perhaps I have too much to bring to a relationship till I got nothing left to give I try to force something that's not just there begging for reciprocation to the love I poured in reality when you never felt the same way How I wish you were what I pictured before you decided that we cross the line between love and hate There are chambers in my heart sorrows buried deep and unspeakable But I realized that; It takes guts to set yourself free and embrace breathtaking mess So; I beg God to wash me clean to wipe the stains of every memory of you off my veins So I forget about you - about us And; I took myself out of the equation closed the chapter and turned to a new page - starting afresh

Dearest Aku; I know right now you feel broken. "The earth has it's tragedies but it's still a beautiful place" I've been saying this to myself and i'm going to say it to you in case you need to hear it. "Stop calculating the number of steps it takes to get to the front door - you don't need an escape route  Just close your eyes and surrender" There's still time for doors to close and open - for new beginnings to emerge and trust that good things are coming. There's still time.